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Now the night glasses unfurl their
scripts how many days was the wa-
unraveling certain words you trek thru wood rockets—I smell nighttrees you smell burning—how not to—his name passed from dream to tablet. his name on a list. tacked and parsed. arrested. SENSATION we will build a WALL—how not to—the paper is sinuous soft shocked and welcoming. the missile repeats itself. you are contained in foliage. cold water composes enuf to carry me. sheaves. white while falling. itself in a flurry. horrific pictured (paper in mouth—how not to) SPEILS brushed up against pulpy our SUBLIME atrocity this leafy press is perfume scrap metal say you draw a line from here to here look closer smoke and birds. their legs letters searing sand. I
don’t mean to startle you like this. “This is not a closed
investigation”
unraveling certain worlds while we can. careful where you fling your words or bills they’re coming for you
STILLS cold water for your
mosquito bites, long live the stains of
summer figs come down in a flurry go inside with paper straws nudging breath toward color recuperations to de-pigmetize my brother’s jail suit for my mother forever stung by blinking images ushering in a new kind of orange, not orange alert or the one-piece kind his limbs moving inside/outside, chewing on his name offer instead: a flickering warmth sing a long (misremembered) your life has become rather sensational you went to a sensational high school this is a state-funded sensation : how many hits, swollen face or stomach, sweeping ginger tea bags I smell nighttrees, you smell burning summer of skin inflammations worry that your words might bring hives to the arms of your friends worry that you are spilling too much worry into non-worry zones worry that you will be considered an enemy combatant worry that you will become a ROBOT on metal springs, battery powered while your body is detained ‘twas a twilight zone experience depopulated in the colony names filled sheets I can tell you mine because it means nothing heavy boots the sound of running bullet-ridden clothing passed between hands “bring the body” SOME ENVISION A WALL OTHERS A FENCE -- OR EVEN A 'VIRTUAL' FENCE OF CAMERAS LIGHTING AND SENSORS in the morning when I smell burning do you smell trees/ how close (this block is self-contained) can you put your face to the oven before his eyebrows singe? they’re just—they’ve been PERMIT THE INDEFINITE, EXTRAJUDICIAL INCARCERATION OF TERRORIST SUSPECTS AND THEIR INTERROGATION USING TOR- A CATEFORY OF DETAINEES WILL COME INTO EXISTENCE "UNLAWFUL ENEMY COMBA- THOSE DETAINED WILL NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHAL- because woods brushed shoulders last night for an instant a new coat SECRET AND COERCED and shoes meaning pasta all week TO DETAIN INDEFIN how are your plants? lexicons yearning How Is It To Be Caught? rose geranium nutmeg why spread poison birds pecking glass night drunken on red legs flew from yard to yard finally knees resting near the football field (so close to home!) your spine unreceptive to stretches corridors leading to the detainees too vivid for your imagining the lungs are wide-reaching, blowing holes in fences honey cake spiked with rose water lifted out of the oven in some distant city carried over to you a tinge of camaraderie among monks or laypeople she struggled to correct the young boy’s grammar since the mishaps of the sentence carried a whiff of delicacy the drifty headache as she writes this keeps her closer somehow indefinite fields open room to land while those detained figures metal and doors spin stories thickening files compelling life returns “to normal” for whom? jailed boy’s mother fainted on TV news filled with “execution style” U-Haul offers bright furniture dollies index finger (staticy) rushing down lists which team are you on. exercise in empathy: trade the birds don’t distinguish could offer massive transport wing to balcony taste of your cigarette fishermen play cards all day while waters toss and turn in oil their fish still looked fishy, knee deep in slouchy spines “can’t talk right now, gotta pick up the kids from school”(Mediterranean Sea, quoted in Mini-series: the story was set to repeat: follow the money her shoes were out of season and left a trail the coat was camouflage false press leads fake letters stolen identities we’re accustomed to inexactitude and shallow debris in the pool a fence is a gesture we expect traffic and labor follow the money ABOUT $33.8 BILLION IN FUNDING TO HELP SECURE THE HOMELAND smile at the camera like falling in love meanwhile at the WHITE HOUSE H.R. 6166, meet Award-winning puppeteer -- who recently wrote My Life as a Furry Red Monster and S.B 3930 a forensic anthropologist who pens mystery novels that have won awards. . . STOP take this pill and say: our lives are in danger it’s july so why not go swimming nature’s foreign and i’ve lost my composure I hike to the fort. It’s empty. This my______. Stronger after dying. We drink tea. Heating up. Diving. Driving. Eying flocks. Bring Cash. ROAM the nightstreets residual hauntings. Heavy boots. Hot toddies. his face looking back from the glass. pick a card. any card. any card will do. tall vessel of steamed milk calm on the one hand time zone calculation: my family will break fast in thee hours their phone voices a rough silk of just awakened, wonder about the corners of their lips have you heard about the new congress bill afraid of normalcy M. still dishes out the same advice meanwhile at the white house Rerun: Dial tone. The secretaries voices are receptive and there are no lady cops. The TV boxes are big and have knobs not buttons. The men are skinny. The women buxom. We believe in the press and the president. Eventually they loose their jobs. Defamation begins. Capers: once they get away its all downhill We’re coddling terrorists. Pull up beside me on the couch massage the hard bits. speedy readers order execu- begins regimen of blackberry essence for “matching the will” Roam the nightsheets fertile liquids asking to be disposed of good health just an idea fingertips sprinkling meditation cushion upon hearing the words terror boy she could not dispose of the image of her brother’s body blinking in cyber likes to IM her friends to say, “you okay” unfair to be angry at boots protecting feet leaps taken in “good faith” g. taking E.M.T. test today so she can help with situations abroad cultivate majesty’s flower not precious negative space let purple direct Sometimes the fancy words don't provide the kind of sweet spot the kind you take home and open your window to humming birds while his face soars and you think I can’t say this stuff and you keep going because you remember how that color tasted on your tongue folded in the linen envelope joy when she confessed and groaned in public banging the side of the podium the many ways to write this as many as the leaders many heads infiltrating the water supply the grains of charcoal in the filter the water runs through remember we cupped hands and drunk the river of melted snow? w e‘re wading though dense fog because they got their fog juice and screamer fog machine and let loose a thick cloud w atch out! we call ahead someone’s knocking into brick partially intoxicated the voice-over says go ahead fall in love and someone wants to know if it’s medicine or poison ‘cas what’s the difference my sleeve’s covered and we’re stumbling on the curb gathering moisture in our hair we’ve been here at the lake wrapped in histories before ROAMING the nightstreets they were my boots typical horror motif: gaze into blur what’s being kept /out/’s already in waiting’s potential the event’s logic “things will move accordingly” a ladder a rope a vine defocalized
i come to the locked gates of the city and pass through them no one
sees me do this. it’s
not a theoretical question though I’m thirsty all the time. my back is not abstract. i have feet. the wound speaks to the serpent. the serpent speaks to the wound. i am given a present. i am given. choose: a spoon or a straw. i select a bowl which is my body and empties. a bowl made of earth is out-of-place on asphalt. dipped in water turns to clay and cinder. dipped in water speaks. dipped in water bleeds. we are playing hopscotch tossing bracelets over squares of colored chalk. falcons chatter overhead. they say: a body can assume any form. have you heard their speeches i could have done a better job what’s being kept out are your giant paws waving us in toward a floating dock sturdy but slippery chalky pastels not your childhood sidewalk but i love the way you prepare your tea, syrupy love so hard you’ll burst open a window store for those passing by smile through arms bangled wrists or businessmen love your pottery earthenware versus ! urgency the plot suggests already our heels need sharpening i come to the shell of the back a wishy washy fragrance running over you lean into me to adjust my back my face in your hair trusting the opening of the diaphragm or else something backstage new rugs or “did the man with fez come in” no, but the birds did, the ones we discriminate against the street kind or bold salesperson wanting to gift you a dress sequined with returning, reviewing the summer’s events seek to recall let’s not go there city meets you halfway loving you harder palming the small of already the pomegranates their seeds sprinkled among flowers, a japanese arrangement |
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samar abulhassan moved to San Francisco six years ago after completing an MFA at Colorado State University. She works as a substitute teacher in Bay Area public schools, blowing whistles and pretending at algebra, and sometimes writes during kindergarten recess. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
elise ficarra lives and works in San
Francisco,
where she is the business manager of the Poetry Center at
San Francisco State University. Her book, Swelter, came out in 2005
from Fourteen
Hills Press. She is an affiliate artist at the Headlands Center for the
Arts, where she keeps
watch on the defunct Nike Missile site.
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